One of those days

yes, it is one of those days that you wake up and for some reason you know that everything will go wrong.
I had this feeling in the morning and sadly it was confirmed pretty soon. I got a flat tire on my way to school so I had to call a friend to give me a ride. The feeling of anxiety I had in the morning after that became stronger. Then I met with my advisor in a meeting that war really bad; after the meeting I was and still doubting about many things. Then I tried to fix my flat tire by patching the broken tube however even that it wasn't possible. The patch didn't work and the tube blew out by making a noise similar to the one that guns do. Luckily nobody got heard. I had some very clear and realistic goals for the day in terms of work but no I didn't feel like doing them. The only good part of the day is the reading of a good classic systems paper; however, I had the feeling that am just procrastinating since I read this paper just for a journal club we have at school. In other words I feel that am avoiding doing any work. Furthermore, today one big networking conference started and I saw the presentation of the paper I was working on last summer but because am stupid (but also because some people are bad) am not in the author list. However, deep inside I know that I don't have no one else to blame than me. Anyway, I haven't fixed my bike, I haven't done the work I wanted to do, I got even more mad to myself by watching live the presentation of the project, I feel stressed with the project and apparently I am very miserable and am complaining a LOT right now.

I decided to go home and do some cleaning stuff just for a change. Being a "housewife" sometimes help me to feel better about myself. Especially when I feel LAME.

this day is just an epic fail